Okay . I'm back . I have not blogging for so long . hahaha .
Hmm . I'm just bored . So i shall blog . Alright . Just got prank call . And i find it lame ! So diao lor . What's so fun about prank - ing people . Lols . Okay . Well , Got prank call by people isn't a big problem . The big problem is . I heard a fucking sharp screaming voice downstair my house . I so fucking scary . Scared die me la . Sian !

Alright , Shall start posting about my life .
Okay . I was wondering something . Is money so important in this world ? And everyone are argue-ing or fighting about money in this world ? Even family members ? Sigh . Just got a quarrel with my Mum and bro . Why must we all so sensitive about money ? Just because of money , My one of my family member said something that hurt me . Hello ! I'm also part of the family . I'm also a human , We have to do the same things everyday . Correct ? Fuck it man . Is about money money ! Everynight , Everyday . Before i sleep , I have to think about money , When i'm awake . I also have to think aobut money . Is this what all human have to face ? ):
Money can cause Friend , Family or even our love one to fight or quarrel within each other . Sigh ..

Seriously , You guys said that i have never been serious before ? Please . When i'm serious . Did you guy see it with your OWN eyes ? We are family you know ? Aren't i'm serious when i'm working ? And sometime i realise . Why must human being so serious all the time . Can't i jsut joke around and have fun ? You all think that when i'm joking means i'm staying happy all the time . No ! I just don't wanna express out my feeling to others and show others how i feel . I just wanna keep everything to myself . And so no one will know i feel .
And why are we talking about money all the time ? Is this everyone have to face when they have grown up ? It that's case . I would rather not growing up . I rather being a secondary school student . And i just need to study and get good result . Just have to go school everyday and then i can enjoy myslef when i ended my school or even holidays ? I don;t have to wrry about anything . My parent will settle everytihng for me . I just need to study hard and get good result . That's all . When i have grown up , I have to face lots and lots of problem . Just like i have to drop out from school and just to work . So my family don't have to waste so much money on me anymore . Sigh .

And now , I have to regret that i didn't complete my ITE and so i have a good future next time and i don't have to worry for so many things . Well , Now it's too late . I choose to walk this path . I can't blame anyone .
And seen like guitar are the only one that are accompanying me when i'm feeling down ? As long as i'm stress , Sad or not in the mood , I can just vent my anger on my guitar . By strumming it out and sing it out . Sigh .

Alright , i shall end here . Take care .

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Hey readers , I'm back to blogging again . Hehe . Hmm . Seriously , i miss schooling ): I am starting to miss all those previous life . Regretted for not studying last time . Actually , I find my life bored too . All my friend around me are studying . If not is NS or working . Just left me alone ):

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I'm back for blogging after so long . Okay . Shall start my post here .
Problem are getting back to me again . I really don't know what to do . I need someone to talk to . And i really don't know what happen to myself . I'm lost ): I got no more happiness . And i realise that i am getting back to my old self slowly . Maybe what my bro say is right . I have lost alot of things in my life ): I don't want this to happen . I realise that me and one of my best friend is getting more and more far from me . I lost a girl i really love . But that is already a past . i can't bring it back . I was at fault . If i weren't so hot tempered . I won't make a rush decision . But is all the past . I have already forget . I have more and more thinks to worry . Worried of money , Myself and family . I will rather be a small kids if i got a choice . Nothing for me to worry . Just past my life happily . I have no much moeny left for myself . My pay drag . I am waiting for it for so long . Sigh ....
Hmm . I regreted lots of things in my life . I wasted my mum moeny just to support me . Ended up , I throw all her money onto drain . I didn't study hard and also in return i make her sad , make her cry . But , It's my choices . I can't blame anyone . I choose not to study . I can't blame her . Even though i am regreted now . I can't blame her . Is not her fault . She wanted to support me to study . But i don't want . I won't blame her . I choose all this path myself . i can't blame anyone now . The only person i can blame now is , Myself .
I always make decision without thinking .
When i am sad . I am always looking for people to talk too . But it's okay . I have already post it here . I am feeling better now . I will get back to my new self soon .
And also . i am not treating my house like a hotel . After all is still my home . I have lots of problem , I am stress . I am very fan . I can't stay at home . I will think alot . I can only go out and have fun and forget all this thigns . But is just awhile . I have to sort things out by myself . I can't just keep hiding it . No point hiding it . I can only face it and take it . This is life .
Problem coming out from my family . I really don't know what to do . I hope i have lots of moeny to help them out . But i can't ):

Do whatever you want . But don't get caught .
Do whatever you want . But without regretting .
Life is sucks . But we have to face it . This is life .
Forget the and go on with your life .
Forget everything and be a better person .
Work hard and have a good life .

Okay . I'm off . Shall post next time .
Take Care readers .
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